insecurity

G/D - D - Cadd9 - G/D

Trying to face this world alone
trying to find someone
to call home

How could I have tried
to force you to be by my side
and be satisfied?

Your Face,
Your Heart,
So Free
I'm so in love with you

How could I have tried to, tried to?
make you feel like I
could be the one

You make me
feel complete
feel comfy inside
Like I've tried

but you, how could I have tried to?
make you believe...

All I wanted
was that freedom
all I could have
was your anger

how could I have tried to, tried to?
make you release
your dreams?

Yeah right
I'm so in love with you
how could I try
to keep you satisfied

You dont need me
You dont want me
I just need me
my own insecurity

A couple of things I've been working on..

The last couple of weeks have been...well...challenging. Here's a couple of starts that I've created...

Moving Home to Indiana

I had been home
for so long
at least til you
came along
Now I know where
my heart belongs
and I'm moving to Indiana

Home was on
the west coast
With the places I
have left my ghost
Now I have picked
up my fence posts
and I’m moving to Indiana
(unfinished)


HOLD

Hold me down
Hold on to me
I dont know
how long
I can face this feeling
without giving in....

hold me down
hold on to me
I’m trying so hard
not to fear
every thing
I cannot see

Hold me down
Hold on to me
be my lifejacket
as this river
of love flows
on through me

Hold me down
Hold on to me
be my lover
as the winds
of pleasure
coarse over me

Hold me down
Hold on to me
when I hide
from you
I hope that you
can find me

Hold me down
Hold on to me
because i want
you right here
no matter what i do
i need you beside me

Hold me down
Hold on to me
(unfinished)